also watching: X-Files-Season 3 
i generally feel content and optimistic about pretty much everything going on right now, but i still occasionally have days like yesterday where I feel like it can all come crashing down at any moment. I have come to realize there are a number of things in my life now that i could not handle losing in any sort of shocking fasion. so i get a little paranoid but in the end i do realize even if that did happen i would end up ok. its that process of dealing with the shock that scares me.
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anyway i finally bowled a good set of games today. 179, 164, and 192. my strike ball is finally coming back i think. hopefully i will be an asset again to my team.
I am excited for next week. i will be working basically non-stop till next thursday where i’ll be going to starlite with my family to see wizard of oz (my gift to them due to an extreme slackage on birthdays and the like due to lack of funds most of this year). then on friday and saturday ryan and jason will be in town and the pomonas will be playing their final shows and releasing a final CD. and then of course…..
THE SIMPSONS MOVIE!!!! 
YEAH!!!
I’m glad you’re feeling better!
Comment by Abbie — Thursday, July 19, 2007 @ 11:02 pm
so what are these things? “I have come to realize there are a number of things in my life now that i could not handle losing in any sort of shocking fasion”
Comment by Joanna — Wednesday, July 25, 2007 @ 8:17 pm
some new friends, job, car, ect. i like where things are at and the shock of any or all of those things going away would be pretty tough.
Comment by Andy — Thursday, July 26, 2007 @ 2:40 pm